Sunday, 19 October 2014

I am Hurt

I don't mix with people I don't like.
Eg. those people who are "double face" or who talk nonsense.  
To me, the content of the conversation just don't make sense. 
People around me thought that I am negative person. 
Because I don't speak or talk with them.

But, No, I am not negative person, 
I am 110 percent positive person, 
I just don't have any topic to communicate with them,  
instead of talk, I listen to them.

I never had any negative thought at all.
I just like to be alone sometimes. 
Well, maybe I am a low self-esteem person.
but, that doesn't mean I am negative. 

I don't like to talk when I work, 
that's doesn't mean I am negative.
I am bad in memory, but I am not a failure.
I just couldn't remember thing well. 

That's one thing my supervisor hurt me the most is,she said this to me:

"You are a negative person, and you need to change yourself , and you are only wasting your life if you don't change." 

I never thought that I am wasting my life, I just a person who likes to live peacefully.

I will take note on what you told me and I will prove you that I am not a negative person and I am wasting my life.

I will follow Buddha's teaching to make myself perfect. Amithaba. 

Well, I want to say one last thing to my supervisor.

Dear supervisor,

Thank you for what you says to me. I listened, I learned and I changed for what I have to.
Please bear in mind, I am not a negative person.


  

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